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I'm Court, the melancholic girl who loves music of industrial, metal, rock n roll, alternative, classical, little old school rap etc.... ,tacos, Italian food, chicken with Prego sauce, diet coke, etc,,,and animals, play a bass Neon Green and other instruments, write stories, watch/have interest in very old movies/old movie stars, a true crime buff, love my cats Batz, Carl [RIP], Klein {RIP], Brook [RIP], Charlie [where], Dallas, Miami and Kiki
"Even Deeper"
ReplyDeleteI woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of footprints
from where I ran away
it seems everything I've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)
sometimes, I have everything - yet I wish I felt something
do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
and in a dream I'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
and for once in my life I feel complete
and I still want to ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway
I hear them call
I cannot stay
the voice inviting me away
do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
everything that matters is gone
all the hands of hope have withdrawn
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs...
I straight
I won't crack
on my way
and I can't turn back
I'm okay
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back
I stayed
on this track
gone too far
and I can't come back
I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back